HAHAHA! You’re right, man. Maybe, I just need someone who’s cruel enough to tell me this things. Okay. Enough.
Ang galing ni God. Ginawa niya ‘to para itulak ako sa kinalalagyan ko. Kaya siguro ako naburn-out ng husto at na-pressure at naguluhan sa mga personal issues ko dahil may purpose si God. Plinano niyang maging ganon ung sitwasyon ko para mag move ako. In-introduce niya ko sa mga taong nakilala ko at ilagay sa ganung sitwasyon para finally, gumawa ako ng move, para umalis ako sa kinalalagyan ko. Kase kung okay naman ako sa kung nasaan ako, hindi ako magdedesisyon na umalis. Probably, nandun pa rin ako, doing the same things. Naging clear na sakin ung mga nangyari. Alam kong God’s will yun.
God is good all the time. All the time God is good. :)
I quit my job to do something else. Figuring out what I really want. Looking for a life after this. At some point, I’ll miss it naman. And when I say miss, it’s not that I want to go back but I’ll just miss whatever happens in between.
Not all things are taught in school. That’s what I learn from this job. This experience may not help me in terms of my profession but this is where my character was built. Things pushed me to the limit. I cried. I laughed. I met people and talk with them and met more people who help me discover and know myself more.
This is life. Things change and it goes on. Cope up. Adapt and hold on to the idea that there’s more to do. There’s more life. Memories and people will just simply be there.
And here I am writing on this sunny afternoon as long as I want with so much time I have. Hahaha! What to do next? :)